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i Truly want to die today this is all so stupid i cant function anymore. i cant i cant i cant !!!!
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(via xstorytellersx)
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When lights turn off
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Poetry: Sorry I Couldn't Stay →
You’re all alone, it’s well past midnight
And as you lay here, nothing feels right
The house is silent, and the room is still
Your razor’s on the table, sharp enough to kill
It’s calling out to you, begging for blood
You try to avoid it, but it’s as addictive as a drug
You can try to find a…my life
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Il mio strano mondo: The Last Day on Earth →
Look down - the ground below is crumbling
Look up - the stars are all explodingIt’s the last day on earth
In my dreams
It’s the end of the world
And you’ve come back to me
In my dreamsBetween the dust and debris
There’s a light surrounding you and meIt’s the last day on earth
In my… -
Il mio strano mondo: The Last Day on Earth →
Look down - the ground below is crumbling
Look up - the stars are all explodingIt’s the last day on earth
In my dreams
It’s the end of the world
And you’ve come back to me
In my dreamsBetween the dust and debris
There’s a light surrounding you and meIt’s the last day on earth
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I am me And me is Nothing
I dont want any of this. the life ive made for myself is nothing to my liking. Ive accomplished so much for other but nothing for me. No one understands how this life is killing me i want to die every second of every day i think of dying. I dont like who i am Aesethically and internally im ugly inside and out. from the outside i am disgusting I am bald, i have stretch marks, my nose big, my teeth crooked, my body fat, my skin dark, my face ugly i have nothing appealing to me. On the side i become more of a monster I care about what people think of me more than i care for myself, i could throw my friends away in a minute for 15 minutes of fame. Im a broken disc playing the same story of suicide over and over. Because i want nothing of myself. iam me and me is nothing.
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you are my undoing
I looked into your eyes and to my demise i saw only good. my god i was mistaken i tasted the thirst of judas and took him under my wing. hoping that you were good for me. you were a man on a confused path, a path i walked a time ago and you were to be mine. Instead you chose to lie shun me away and be of some other life. Pretend to want what we didn’t want and live how we weren’t supposed to live. you were something i thought i hd and you took it. Gave me a taste of the wonder , a taste of my happiness that i oh so yearn for, a taste of a man who loves me, a taste of true perfection. but what i tasted was just my poison. started on the inside with you and worked its way out to kill me slowly and painfully. after you i questioned myself more than ever before i questioned my morals, my beauty, my existence and all of this on something that never was … you blew out the candle to soon so smell the burning embers as they fill your world with the scent of sins.
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Momentum speed of life
its crazy at any given moment i can end it all. the pain , suffering, tears, stress but with every happy ending is a price. i kill myself now and i miss out on the good. but is the great moments in life really worth what we endure to get there. sometimes no. i could just cut myself and its over. no one ever cares until your dead. But even when your dead all you’ll do is rot in the memory of those “who cared” cause guess what no one cared when you were alive and no one will care when your dead. they’ll just pretend so that they can move right up a long the social ladder and take the spot you gave up because you were weak. Suicide is a sin but are we really sinning when we just wanted the real suffering to begin. is giving someone the social satisfaction of you dying really worth it?
